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I know you did a lot of things I can't forgive
But the bond we made was strong
Seems a shame to throw it all away
When the time we wasted was so long
I'm not letting you off the hook
But what else can I do
Leaving you I just can't do it
Don't want to go through another boo
Thought maybe you were the one
And it should have changed my mind
The late creeping and sleeping
Had no idea you were that kind.
I admit I did some wrongs
But none as wrong as you
As screwed up as this situation may be
I don't want anyone new.
So here we are sitting in silence
Another cold stale mate
Its not that there are feelings involved
It was just the mere betrayal.
The fact that I don't want anyone else
Has nothing to do with love
It's just the effort and bother you need
To find a right person to hug.
But the bond we made was strong
Seems a shame to throw it all away
When the time we wasted was so long
I'm not letting you off the hook
But what else can I do
Leaving you I just can't do it
Don't want to go through another boo
Thought maybe you were the one
And it should have changed my mind
The late creeping and sleeping
Had no idea you were that kind.
I admit I did some wrongs
But none as wrong as you
As screwed up as this situation may be
I don't want anyone new.
So here we are sitting in silence
Another cold stale mate
Its not that there are feelings involved
It was just the mere betrayal.
The fact that I don't want anyone else
Has nothing to do with love
It's just the effort and bother you need
To find a right person to hug.
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insight to life as i know it
2 min read
happy 6 months. ironic how my last entry was two years, i seem to come here every anniversary.
wait, happy?
again, this anniversary is unlike no other, it was full of doubt and dissapointment.
this journal entry, seemingly, is my only outlet for vent, although pen and paper serves me well, it has a tendancy to be read by the wrong people, here i can post anonymously.
so what would i want to post anonymously?
what everyone wants, for their life story to be heard, all their strives and struggles appreciated. it doesnt matter whos listening, as long as you know someone somewhere is.
hah. anon-ymously. its funny how the world is so small. its funny how when youre in love, you dont look at another. its even funnier when you love someone and they dont love you back. of course, not to you. but hey, admit it, its funny.
and i can appreciate that.
but when i have no fucking thought besides one person. its sort of consuming.
sort of.
especially when he doesnt return the trouble.
especially when theres someone else who would.
especially when you turn people who treat you better down because you love him
especially because you love him sort-of-not-really.
sure. its easeir said than done 'dump him'.
yeah, i would. if he was any other guy in the planet, i would. but he isnt one person, he is everyone.
lads: shit boyfriends, awesome bestfriends.
id say more, but it seems pointless now.
that said everything.
im out
peace x
wait, happy?
again, this anniversary is unlike no other, it was full of doubt and dissapointment.
this journal entry, seemingly, is my only outlet for vent, although pen and paper serves me well, it has a tendancy to be read by the wrong people, here i can post anonymously.
so what would i want to post anonymously?
what everyone wants, for their life story to be heard, all their strives and struggles appreciated. it doesnt matter whos listening, as long as you know someone somewhere is.
hah. anon-ymously. its funny how the world is so small. its funny how when youre in love, you dont look at another. its even funnier when you love someone and they dont love you back. of course, not to you. but hey, admit it, its funny.
and i can appreciate that.
but when i have no fucking thought besides one person. its sort of consuming.
sort of.
especially when he doesnt return the trouble.
especially when theres someone else who would.
especially when you turn people who treat you better down because you love him
especially because you love him sort-of-not-really.
sure. its easeir said than done 'dump him'.
yeah, i would. if he was any other guy in the planet, i would. but he isnt one person, he is everyone.
lads: shit boyfriends, awesome bestfriends.
id say more, but it seems pointless now.
that said everything.
im out
peace x
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